nothing like going out with a big group of people for a friend’s 21st birthday to make you remember your numerous introvert tendencies. I took the day off from work today and spent the majority of it by myself. I like me. and I like spending time with me. it’s taken me the past year to even start to accept that fact and finally begin to be okay with it. being okay with myself in general is a daily struggle, ya know? life is fucking hard some days. today was a regrouping day for me. I’ve been so fucking busy these past two weeks that my brain needed today to kind of recharge. Did I ignore responsibilities? definitely. but I was productive in other ways. and it really helped nail down the fact that my room is no longer an icky place where I feel guilty for sleeping too long in. it’s a place that I retreat, cover up, and hang out with me. Because you know what? I’m kinda cool. so now I’m going to color in my Winnie the Pooh coloring book, listen to my Chill Stuff? Spotify playlist and let my sleeping pill take effect.